NgYangCe.18.

15thDec08
Attended JSSDance BBQ gathering@EAstCoast PArk..
boo.
met the teachers,
MdmOh, NgChingYee and Queenie..
Duh they were asking me what are my plans after As
Well i dun know,
as in i really dunno...
for the males they going army soon..
so that's the next big thing they having and they need not think of where they should head for, what they should do..
hmmm but well.. army is definitely one thing, if given a choice, they would not wan to do
so since now i have the time and choice
i should be doing things that i like!

Actually i do have something in mind
i told them i wish to go into the entertainment or Arts career
i said i might be studying theater studies if i am qualified for uni
i knew that this route i am choosing would be a tough one...
but my mind is kind of set
it out of passion more then being realistic
but the problem is i dun know how i should go about doing it..
music lessons..
dance courses...
drama lessons...
i enjoy learning and doing these..
but ultimately they are all very different and distinct sectors
stage performances and broad casters are two different world of presentation
what i need now is connections
i need chances and luck
i am not very sure which are the auditions available in Spore...
and even if there is,
i need someone to guide me
i need a teacher!...

So Xuan intro Jteam to me and i signed up for it as their talents
but till now they still haven get back to me...
Asked Lyn Jie to help me ask around for jobs related to Performing
hope to hear from her soon...
Probably joining MC too under their performing team
hopefully i will gain more experience
mend my flaws
polish up and shine
then hopefully, my efforts and talents would be recognized by some recording companies...
GRRR
kidda far fetch..
but that's what i am hoping for...
BE OPTIMISTIC GAL!!!
Meanwhile still finding jobs.
No Money No Talk..
If i were to join MC i have to pay the fees myself...
$300 for 12 lessons...

There is so much things i need to do in order to upgrade myself...
yet money is also an other problem restricting me..
and luckk.
i am always down on luck..

Queenie is right too..
since i am still young,
just go ahead and do what i like..
give myself e 4 to 5 years and see how things may turn out to be
however
if results doesn't show
i should forgo my dream and just follow the norm
end up being e chinese teacher or simply just work in the office and collect monthly pay..
who knows at the end of e year,
if my performance is good...
there is still bonus too...

Dreams do come true, don't they?