My first entry

On this particular day, i decided that i shall pick up my blog again, start typing my thoughts down, not in flowery language but just as how i have thought right from the beginning...

Well, I have no idea how i should put this across...

i personally don't fancy blogs, and i think that keeping and online dairy is something what "emo" people mostly does. hmmm (taking a very deep breath) these days, i am feeling utterly emo, no idea why, probably my soul simply too trap in the past, i can't seem to forgo all the unhappiness that i had been through and look ahead... accept for the grey clouds above my head, i can't see the blue sky, i feel excited at times but mostly dull, i wished to be focus but simply just can't concentrate, i dun know where exactly i am standing on this earth...
Miss Ong said " I guessed you have found your path ", but i think i am losing my identity, or are these just excuses fake up by my plain laziness such that i can't get to my feet like i could easy do when i met with setbacks? so many setbacks... why are there so many of them?... getting more and more... more and more and the whole is turning so frustrating, too complex for me to understand...

great...

my entry has no main point.. my thoughts just burst out and i just bragged on and on again... no wonder i can't score for my compos, and always writing out of point..

since i am starting my blog again, i must as well do it properly, if not i would really be wasting time:)

yeah! great my blog is alive!! ha.

alright,
First, i shall give my blog a name!
hmm what shall i name it as?
AHA! BELLY BUCKET
nice name! SEXY
yup:)

belly bucket contains all e happy, sad, funny, meaningful... stories of my live..
and i shall start writing, with determination from
04.09.08

10:39 PM ·